Another addiction

Other than Gossip Girl, I am also addicted to The Hills (as in the reality show on MTV). I wait for the new episode to come out every week on the website. Now it’s already season 5 of the show. The only reason why I watch the show is because I love her.

Kristin Cavalleri

Apparently, replacing Lauren with Kristin turned me into a devoted follower. Loves!

So I bet you notice that I have been really quiet with my weight losing regime. Honestly, it’s been so long since my last visit to the gym. I bet my trainer will tease me like so badly when he sees me. Ugh, verbal abuse! Hee.

I have also lost the ability to resist food even when I am not hungry. Sometimes I feel like munching on something just because I feel like it. Worst, I even comply with this awful tendency at most times. Ugh.

Anyway, what I need is a reminder and motivation. Not cynical ones from YOU but constructive ones from me.

What I wanted to do initially was make a list of the reasons why I want to lose weight. But somehow it just does not feel right. I mean, after I lose weight, then what? So I decide to make a list of the reasons why I want to be on track, because losing weight is the result of being on track. Don't you think?

1. . Live a long and healthy life
2. . Experiment with amazing fashion
3. . Be an example
4. . Be comfortable
5. . Be strong and fit

So, I’ll have this list with me at all times as a reminder. I need to get back to the mindset I had before Raya, day to day.

P/S: I love surrounding myself with positivity. Do let me know how you are taking control of your life okay?